I need help...

For me being a christian for as long as I have been, you would think it would be realtively simple to work through tough spots concerning my own spirituallity... One would think...

I would be able to let you know where to go to find the answers you would be looking for, however, I am a spiritual mess...

How do I know this...?

Though there have been some tradegies in my life over the past few months I just can't find my JOY... Everything in my life seems to be wrong... The only thing that seems to be right is my wife and my son...

Amy, I love dearly... Benjamin the same... But, I seem to take Amy for granted on a daily basis and find fault in a lot of things she does... I get angry and frustrated over little things...

I am not even sure what to do...

If someone where to tell me all of these things, this is what I would tell them:

It seems to be that there is a void in your life right now... A void that cannot be filled by work, money, things, addictions, family or anything you choose...

The only thing you can do to help that longing is to fill it with the bread of life... The thirst you have can only be quenched by the living water...

This may all be well and true... But, where do I start... I could pick up the Bible and read it, sure... But, where should I read...

Good question... I am not sure where to tell you... I guess a good start would be in the book of Phillipians or the book of James... Those seem to be favorites of mine and when I have gone through tough times, those seem to help...

Frank???